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These are photos taken when Baby Kyle was a few days shy of 7 months. He only knows how to crawl backwards during this time. His favorite would be to crawl and crawl until his whole body is under the sofa. There was one time where my mom couldn't find him as he was already way under the sofa... enjoy the photos like I did :-) they're a bit blur as taken using my camera phone Half of his body is already under the sofa... Mind Kyran's head... Kyran is just being his bzbee... Tinggal the head lagi... Hunky 'saving'...

During the New Year gathering my niece went over to my side and told me J: Auntie you know what Kyran did? M: What? J: I go and marah him because he peed on the grass but he held his hand up *gestured her hands* and said don’t be angry with me today okay. Later I’m gonna have a bad day. Me and J laughed J: I also susah wanna marah him after he said that… Snippet 2 K: Daddy can I watch Movie? D: No Kyran came over to me and asked K: Mummy can I watch movie? M: Daddy said No kan K: *kyran put his hand on my mouth* don’t listen to daddy okay. Just listen to me. I can watch movie ok. mummy, I want to watch movie. Snippet 3 K: Mummy I want to drink water M: Go take yourself K: but mummy I am your son. Take water for me mummy… Aksi memujuk *son on his knees and hands clasp together with puppy eyes*!!! Snippet 4 K: so lame D: what did you say? M: Kyran, do you know what lame means? Don’t you use words that you don’t understand ok. K kept quiet Then after a few nights since the ‘lame’ incident...

Son: I don't like girls but I like to kiss girls. Hunky: Who did you kiss? Dina? *Son shook head* Hunky named almost all the girls in his class but son still shook his head. Me: So who have you kissed? Son: *pointing at me* Mummy... Goodness so sweet...

I’m tired. It has been a busy week for me so far. Hunky and I had to take emergency leave last Tuesday as son was having diarrhea. He kept on pooing every 15 mins since Monday night. 24th March 12am: Son had fever. Gave him fever and diarrhea syrup 3am: Son woke up and cried. He nodded when asked whether he wanted to pee, accompanied him to the loo and instead of pee, he pooeed again. We were in the bathroom for quite sometime as he kept on pooiing. At one time when we were in the bedroom and he was squatting down on the floor he didn’t realized that he poo. He cried again. We decided to bring him to the doctor. We envisioned already that he had to be admitted or had to be jab because he loss a lot of liquid already. Permai Clinic in Jalan Pantai was open: Thank God! Spent nearly RM150 for consultation and medication but again thank God as the Clinic is a panel. Possible cause of diarrhea is food poisoning. Doc advised to give plain porridge and warm water only for the next two days. F...

During mass, I suddenly had the vision of tasting Dome Pancake and being married to a wonderful guy, he brought me and son there… I had my delicious Pancake while hunky and son had ala American Breakfast with sausages, eggs etc. Son ate all the eggs by his own and made me feel like a proud mama. Only the sausages were left and he requested me to feed him… he was running and playing with the waitresses and whenever his mouth is empty he will come to me and asked for pieces of sausage… I’m not sure how many glasses of saliva we the parents wasted on advising him not to run because he was still eating at that point of time… at one point son came hurrying towards me and when he was beside me gave a loud cough and consequently vomited all the semi-processed consumed food… uwaaahhhh…. My pants were drenched with semi-processed eggs and sausages… I spent the hours at 1B smelling like vomit… I didn’t know that the pants emitted such a foul vomit smell. Hunky can smell them a yard away…… uwaaaa...

Last Sunday while in St. Simon, our son befriends a boy who goes to the same Kindie. The boy and his parents sat next to us. Son had fun playing aeroplane with him. Today while hunky was on his way back to the car after sending Kyran to his class, he bumped into the father of the boy and the father asked:- Boy’s Father: What’s your son’s name? Hunky: Kyran Matthew BF: Oh… My son told me it was Ben10 You see Kyran is so into Ben10. It’s not that he likes to watch the cartoon but knowing that he’s like Ben10 with super Alien Power excites him… he has Ben10 watch, Ben10 cap, Ben10 pajamas, a few Ben10 T-shirts, Ben10 books, Ben10 figurines, Ben10 schoolbag and even Ben10 superimposed with his face video clips *courtesy from his Nana*… I still remember the excitement shone on his face when he first received his Ben10 complete T-Shirt and Trousers… When Hunky asked him what’s his name this is his answer:- Kyran Mathew Calvin Ben10 Hunky likes to teased Kyran saying that he is Ben10 number o...

I had an aww moment last night:- Kyran: Mum Me: mmm K: I lav you M: I love you too K: Good night M: Good night K: Sweet Dreams M: sweet Dreams to you too. It’s seldom that my son voluntarily say I love you to me… my heart goes all mushy… if it wasn’t that I’m so sleepy I had cuddled him with all my might last night…

H: Kyran kena HFMD. M: Are you serious? H: Yes. Daddy bawa him to see Doctor Tan just now ‘coz he saw 2 blisters in his mouth. M: Ok. I simply cannot function after that as I was scared. I heard that Hand, Foot, Mouth Disease is very common in children but then the unknown always scares me. I remembered last Saturday, son shared spoons of rice with Dania (I fed my son together with my GodChild who is only 2 years old). I gave a call to my niece and asked how Dania is doing. She has high fever, my heart goes thump thump thump… “Girl, please check for any blisters or spots on her mouth, hands and feet. Kyran kena HFMD so I’m scared, she also kena infected.” That is why we always need to educate ourselves to things we’re not familiar with. I went browsing for HFMD *Thank Goodness for the Internet and The World Wide Web!*. Basically HFMD is common and there’s no cure for it. What we need to do is to ease the blisters, itchiness and warmness… Give him lots of water to drink, cooling water i...

When you’re surrounded by intelligent people, you tend to let them control the flow of the activity and I’m *with open arms* glad to be handing it to them. I don’t have to crash my head in thinking of ways and ideas to sell… the only bad thing would be that I’m bored… I know I should at least input things especially when you want to impress but then to impress is not the top in my agenda now. Usually during meetings and workshops such as these especially when the mood is not there, the only best thing would be to imagine stuff in the mind. I for one would feast my eyes on whoever falls on the good looking category: be it a woman or a man but for this instances, I have none at all. Next thing would be playing sms with hunky but then it seems he’s too busy to entertain me… boohoo… so the third best thing would be to put my thoughts into words like now. My baby eh silap my small boy *he’ll be angry when I say he’s my baby*, is coming to 4 years old now… although through his growing years ...

I’m so super bored… it shows with this emm 4th post of the day… I’m kind of multi-tasking actually… I have my e-mails on, my office phone is accessible as well as my handphone… the internet connection is working so everybody who wants to find me should be able to so here I am tapping my keyboards away in MS-word. My left ear is occupied with music. I wished I could use both my ears but then my colleagues couldn’t get my attention by just calling out my name instead they had to wave their hands (yeah both hands) at me… next week should be a bit busy with Monday and Tuesday filled with Advert n promo workshop… Hope it will be interesting… What should I babble about? Yesterday son told us that he was pinched by a fat boy. FIL assumed that the boy is the Indian boy and in my head that Indian boy is thin not fat, actually to think deeper about it, none of the boys neither the girls are fat. So today hunky told laoshi (teacher) what son told us. Laoshi asked which boy and Son pointed at th...

Snippets of Last Night’s Conversations before Son went to bed, One ; Son: Mummy, I cough ‘ohok’ *making-up cough sound*… Take bina please mummy. (Bina: Ribena) Two : Kyran: Where my robot mummy? Me: Mummy don’t know. Maybe Robot sleep outside. Kyran: I wan take robot nanti robot cold no blanket. Three : Kyran: Good nite Robot. Four : Mummy: Kyran, if you don’t sleep now. Mummy will go out and leave you here alone with Robot. Kyran: No mummy. Nanti Robot cry and me cry.

Please tell me why:- 1) son doesn’t listen to me 2) son is trying my patience We had a get-together at mum’s house last Saturday and I was so embarrassed with son’s miss-behavior… He spitted and hit his cousins… I felt like pulling my hairs… Hunky punished son by ordering son to stay put beside him. Son was crying and pleading but hubby was adamant. We went home early about 8.30pm. Upon arriving home, I bathed him again and he had a crashing set-down from me while I was scrubbing, soaping and washing him… I felt my heart twisted. I just don’t know why he can’t behave??? Yesterday at Church, he miss-behave again… I can take it when he pulled my hair but when the spitting and hitting me started, anger consumed me… I waited patiently until the mass ended. I half carried him to the car and sat him down and ‘plap’ my hand connected to his smooth face… I think I slapped him a few times and he cried. I told him the reason why I slapped him. I was frustrated… Hunky was also frustrate...