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This is sort of an epiphany of some kind… It came to my realization last night and I was sort of in a trance of I should be banging my head on the wall as its so simple and so crystal clear. I realized that I shouldn’t compare my life with others as my wants and needs are different from everyone else. Sometimes when the phase has passed and it suddenly dawned that I am who I am and I may not be like my sisters or my friends as I am uniquely me… things or experiences that they might have, may or may not be well accepted by me… I understood that now… I was devastated when I get to know that a certain someone has these special and unique experiences and they looooooovveeeee it… I tried to get the same kind of feeling but I found out that I don’t enjoy it… it’s weird but so true… I realized now that God is wonderful and He created me in such a way that I am Me… Do I make sense?

Snippets of Last Night’s Conversations before Son went to bed, One ; Son: Mummy, I cough ‘ohok’ *making-up cough sound*… Take bina please mummy. (Bina: Ribena) Two : Kyran: Where my robot mummy? Me: Mummy don’t know. Maybe Robot sleep outside. Kyran: I wan take robot nanti robot cold no blanket. Three : Kyran: Good nite Robot. Four : Mummy: Kyran, if you don’t sleep now. Mummy will go out and leave you here alone with Robot. Kyran: No mummy. Nanti Robot cry and me cry.

Read theStar's Online today and this news headline caught my eyes. I don't know what to say :-? . Am really flabergasted... hmm so what perks does Datuk Shah Rukh Khan will enjoy?

So we had our Lunch at RCH Karamunsing, around 12pm and guess what time we went out from the outlet :-? Due to a phone call, we had to adjourned our lunch cum gossip session at around 3.30pm... We guessed that if that phone call didn't come through we don't know what time we'll ever finish... patrons kept on coming and going and the three of us were laughing in a corner sometimes unconciously made loud remarks and hoping that neighbouring patrons didn't guess what we were discussing. There were one question that my sisters had answered and I was inching to sms my sis Jane who is in Kuching whether she has the same answer but my other two sisters stopped me. They said that if I were to asked her the question, it's a surety that she will feel apprehensive the next time we meet which will be next week... yeah, my sis is coming home for a meeting + visit... So next week will not be a lunch date but a dinner date... am so looking forward to it... lots of things to share ...

So I did my first blog-hopping of the day and visit elcynthia’s site and her recent post made me smile… I didn’t even realize that I’m like the typical woman featured in the post… Let me elaborate:- 1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. * I often use this word when I was fed-up with son’s antics of the hour. I will say “FINE” and walk away from him…* (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. *This is used when I have to get that extra 15 minutes of doing whatever I’m doing at that point of time. Often used when my boss asked where I am and I’ll answer that I’ll be in the office in 5 MINUTES*. ( 3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. * I think hunky...

I got this via e-mail from a friend and it lighten my mood this thursday and I hope your's as well :)) GOD CREATED CHILDREN (AND IN THE PROCESS GRANDCHILDREN) To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was ' DON'T !' 'Don 't what ? ' Adam replied. 'Don't eat the forbidden fruit.' God said. 'Forbidden fruit ? We have forbidden fruit ? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit ! ' ' No Way ! ' 'Yes way ! ' 'Do NOT eat the fruit ! ' Said God. 'Why ? ' 'Because I am your Father and I said so ! ' God replied, Wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making t...

Mum: Pukul songkuo ko mikot... * What time are you coming?* Me: Suvab bah mak... *Tomorrow mom.* Mum: Okon baino, hali lima. *Not today, Friday?* Me: Suvab hali lima. Hali ampat baino. *Tomorrow is Friday. Today is Thursday.* Mum: Doi, nanyanyuk no ti... Hali ampat baino om hali tiga i koniab... doi... *expression 'doi', I'm forgetfully old already... Today is thursday and yesterday was wednesday* The conversation happened just now which really made me smile :) Kasian my mum... She's not aware of the time of day already but I doubt because she's old it's just that she's just not aware of it...

I’m so lazy to work hence the so many posts today… I had a list of things to do from my boss that he said will keep me occupied during his absence but sorrylah, dia tiada di opis saya pun malas mo karaja… sure kena marah punya this cum Monday but I just can’t help it when I’m in this mood… Gosh I need to literally kick my behind to jump-start my ‘rusty’ engine…. Argghhh… Ok lah I better kick my behind now or I’m gonna get worst!!!

There are songs that the lyric doesn’t matter because the music just moved you well this song does that to me… Warwick Avenue by Duffy…I love the tempo and the beat of this song and it has been put on repeats in my player… Do you know the song entitled “More Than Words” by Extreme? ahh this one is different, I love the lyric and the song… I can just go GAGA over this song… I first laid my ears on this song during my teens and it has been one of my favorites ever since… So divine just immersed yourself in the lyrics and when you sing along with Extreme- heaven :- Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if my heart was torn in two More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I to...

I’m not a fan of Indonesian songs but Rian has changed all that… I’m now besotted to them especially this one: Tercipta Untukku by Ungu… I’m having goosebumps just hearing this song… I’m sure I’ll fall in love to anybody who sings this song to me… Of ‘coz he needs to sing this song with feeling lah siap with the gaya2… Tercipta Untukku by Ungu menatap indahnya senyuman diwajahmu membuat ku terdiam dan terpaku mengerti akan hadirnya cinta terindah saat kau peluk mesra tubuhku banyak kata yang tak mampu kuungkapkan kepada dirimu Chorus: aku ingin engkau slalu hadir dan temani aku disetiap langkah yang meyakiniku kau tercipta untukku sepanjang hidupku aku ingin engkau slalu hadir dan temani aku disetiap langkah yang meyakiniku kau tercipta untukku meski waktu akan mampu memanggil seluruh ragaku ku ingin kau tau kuslalu milikmu yang mencintaimu sepanjang hidupku aku ingin engkau slalu hadir dan temani aku disetiap langkah yang meyakiniku kau tercipta untukku meski waktu akan mampu memanggi...

Yesterday we went and visit the lady sinsang again... She had a feel on my wrist and after a while gave me the green light that my womb is now ready... It's warm she said :) Happy this me!!! She felt both my wrist and I'm not sure what she felt but she gave a positive green light that my womb is A-OK for fertilization :D . So again she gave me 30 packets of colourful medicine to consume for the next 10 days... ohhh... Fingers crossed ;;)

Please tell me why:- 1) son doesn’t listen to me 2) son is trying my patience We had a get-together at mum’s house last Saturday and I was so embarrassed with son’s miss-behavior… He spitted and hit his cousins… I felt like pulling my hairs… Hunky punished son by ordering son to stay put beside him. Son was crying and pleading but hubby was adamant. We went home early about 8.30pm. Upon arriving home, I bathed him again and he had a crashing set-down from me while I was scrubbing, soaping and washing him… I felt my heart twisted. I just don’t know why he can’t behave??? Yesterday at Church, he miss-behave again… I can take it when he pulled my hair but when the spitting and hitting me started, anger consumed me… I waited patiently until the mass ended. I half carried him to the car and sat him down and ‘plap’ my hand connected to his smooth face… I think I slapped him a few times and he cried. I told him the reason why I slapped him. I was frustrated… Hunky was also frustrate...

I personally think every single woman on this planet earth need to read at least this article . It’s an eye-opener and I believe that it can happen to any of us… Life is full of temptations and it’s very hard not to fall into its false blissful stage. “Brian and Anne say they never thought they would have to deal with an affair in their marriage. Anne says Brian was never gone in the evenings, they were emotionally connected, and they had sex every night. Yet Brian was secretly having an affair on his lunch hour at work. "I was always under the belief that affairs happened to people in either bad marriages or where there's no sex going on. And because we had both of those things, I was really unaware of how easily I could slip into an affair," Brian says. Brian says he started having his affair with a person who at first was just a friend. "And then you develop some sort of a connection with them through some sort of common interest," he says. "I didn't...