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My faith on us, humans has restored with these two remarkable stories. Amidst the crime, hanging, caning, murder etc I read in the news, these two has given me a breather that life is not all EVIL. There are compassionate individuals out there. The first news is about a woman who was implanted with the wrong embryo and decided to continue with the pregnancy. Not only does she continue with the pregnancy but she’s willing to give the baby to the ‘biological’ parents… I marveled at her willingness… I’m sure she has bonded with the baby… she nourishes the baby in her… given birth to the baby and then to say goodbye to the baby that she has harbored for 9 months: I’m at loss for words… I hope it’s an easy delivery… read more about it here . The second news is about an 18 year old teenager who had saved 30 victims but finally lose his own life… He is really a Hero… May his Soul Rest in Peace... Read more about it here .

I like season like this: Where people working in the office is as many as my fingers on my right hand… Where the road is not busy or jam… but the downside of it is when I need answers or solution for a problem the people who has the answer is on leave… alahhhh, ndak lah terkaraja ini *winkWink* ndak apalah... me go browsing... :-)

Have you ever wished that things are different??? Have the green eyed monster popped into your lives??? Let’s be truthful… I didn’t know that the inkling to just jet off to a faraway place, enjoying just the two of us did emerge in his mind but when we look at our beautiful children: to lose the freedom is worth it…

TRUST IN GOD It is easy to get discouraged when things are going bad. But we shouldn't lose heart, because God is at work in our lives, even in the midst of pain and suffering. Remember, next time your little hurt is burning to the ground it just may be a smoke signal that summons the grace of God. For all the negative things we have to say to ourselves, God has a positive answer for it: YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES You say: "It's impossible" God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27) You say: "I'm too tired" God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30) You say: "Nobody really loves me" God says: I love you (John 3:16 & John 3:34) You say: "I can't go on" God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15) You say: "I can't figure things out" God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5-6) You say: "I can't do it" God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)...

This is a picture of Kyle @ almost 2 months old wearing his koko's outfit. This is a picture of Kyran when he was 11 months old wearing the same outfit...

Goodness… I had the most embarrassing moments of my life yesterday… as per my previous post, I was invited to a Buka Puasa @ Star yesterday… I was with my ex-boss, a male colleague and Star’s CFO and PRO (if am not mistaken, both female) – *Star is one of our corporate customers… Guessed what happened during the Berbuka Puasa??? I lactated and it leaked and the most embarrassing thing of all is all of them witnessed it… The CFO offered warm towels which I graciously accepted… I hurriedly went to the toilet thinking of drying it off… unfortunately the dryer is not the one which is mounted to the wall but instead like a warmer that stands on the floor… There’s wet patch on the right side of my shirt and the only thing that can get it dried fast is by using the dryer *obviously*… and in order to use the dryer efficiently I had to open my shirt… I debated with myself whether I should do that especially when there were a lot of ladies there at that exact time, fortunately Tati (my ex-school...

Here I am started work since last week... Time flies so fast... It's as if I just gave birth to my beautiful bundle of joy and mere weeks later I'm back to work... I'm supposed to head home now but I had a last minute invitation for Buka Puasa at Star so decided just to stay back in the office until the time for me to leave... Had gone to Kyle's 2 months check-up and DrKwan advise me not to force Kyle milk... As if??? I don't... I feed upon demand which is approximately every 3 hrs. DrK said that Baby kyle weighs like a 4 months old baby and length of a 3 months. I considered that news as a good thing... but now I'm worried. I was in KL last week for 3 days and my milk supply has greatly lessen... It breaks my heart seriously... I wished I could give him breastmilk exclusively but my wants it seems couldn't be granted...