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1) Backache 2) Cramps 3) PMS Symptoms 4) Nesting Urge 5) Frequent Soft bowel movements 1,2,3 & 5 checked. I have been having them since last week. No nesting urge though: I’ve been like a TOTAL PRINCESS. Hunky have been commenting that I’m more ‘manja’ with everything had to be completed by him even drying me after I had taken my bath. I’m seriously enjoying my pregnancy state. Had contractions on and off which are really frustrating especially when the thought that this is it doesn’t come true. Take example of last night: I had a serious backache and my contractions were really troublesome and I thought that this morning would be D-Day but I was wrong… When I was with Kyran: I can’t remember feeling agitated with the waiting game. Most probably because I didn’t experience the pre-labor symptoms at all: no Braxton C, No 1-5 signs indicated above. I woke up one day and found spotting on my undies and came the next morning, my water broke and it all happened ...

Been teleworking since last Thursday… I love teleworking especially in my condition when the urge to lie down can be fulfilled in mere minutes. I was nauseated and had diarrhea last Wednesday and had decided to go home early. Come Thursday I was still a bit nauseated and my head was pulsating so it was an easy decision to make. It’s not like I’m not working at home because I am. Thank you for the internet and handphones, people can still reach me if they want to. Today marks the 39th week of gestation and Blessed seems pretty comfortable in me… Blessed is active: sometimes I couldn’t sleep because there he is changing positions ohhh so often… here I thought that we’re going to welcome our new bundle of Joy earlier than his EDD but hmmm I guessed I’m wrong… Braxton C comes and go… Menstrual Cramps come and go as well… just be patient!!! Patient!!! A Boy Or A Girl At first you moved, only a little. I could always find you, right in the middle. As time went on, you really started to grow....

The clock is ticking… rather slow I extremely exaggerated… If only my boss knew what I’m up to now… I just can’t wait for Blessed to make his debut!!! My mind is totally not at work… I’m working when there’s e-mail with my utmost urgent attention, for now I’m procrastinating… I’m praying very hard to our Good Lord to give me PATIENCE… lots of them!!! On another Green Eyed Monster note: my colleague whose EDD is a week later than me has given birth to a baby boy last saturday.... SO JEALOUS!!!

I’ve been tossing and turning again last nite. I could only dropped off to slumber land at around 3am… seriously this is so bothersome especially when I have to wake up a mere hours away. How am I supposed to function properly if the turning and tossing continue? this is bad… I’m so emotional nowadays… I needed to be cuddled all the time and also pampered by hunky… is it hormones??? It’s creating havoc in my emotional state of mind. I even got into deep waters with MM and I do blame it on hormones because I know in my normal state of mind I wouldn’t be so over-dramatize everything… I can’t help it!!! I went for my weekly review yesterday and had to wait for almost 2 hours because DrS had 2 caesarean and birth to look into… when it was our turn to see him, he looked harassed… Blessed is approximately 2.8kg now and is not engage yet… DrS didn’t have to tell me that Blessed is not engaged yet ‘coz I can see the bump is right below my boobs and hasn’t gone down one bit… in fact I felt tha...

“So anytime now… Just prepare and be ready.” Yeah!!! That’s what I said when DrS said the above… If I can jump up and down, I’ll literally do it… I’m in a blissful state of expectation right now which is the opposite of what Hunky is experiencing. He’s having a cold body reflex… hahaha… I know he’s excited but he also knows that he will be the one busy taking care of me and his newborn too… Kasian him!!! He has shrunk! I mean skinnier… well he was the one who doesn’t allow me to do housework… what I do at home is basically relax and grow bigger… Thank you Hunky!!! I needed the rest especially now… of ‘coz I try to help what I can help with the chores like tidying up Kyran’s room, doing the dishes *although I have to do it side ways*, folding the laundry… emmm hang clothes, do the ironing!!! Emm macam ada juga chores saya buat niJ … hehehe… I’m so excited!!! I’m grinning and smiling from ear to ear… I have this feeling that I’ll deliver early but of ‘coz it’s just me wishing ‘coz I coul...