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Yes… I am pressured to win our first competition tomorrow… pressured by who you asked? Hunky lah yg pressuring us… NO to 2nd or 3rd apakan lagi yg consolation… what am I babbling about? Well, son n I are participating in his school ‘Craft Competition’… we had been told a month ago about this but being me who like to procrastinate: last nite was our first nite of sitting down and discussing what we gonna create… let me explain further: the competition is open to only 30 parent-child teams. We are given 2 hours to create ‘something’ out of recycled materials (boxes, newspapers etc). Hunky googled and got a few ideas for us to ‘test’, ‘kinam’ tomorrow… One of our craft is a Desk Organizer, this is only the practice outcome that’s why not so nice…. We will be judge based on Creativity (40%), Practicality (20%), Co-Operation between parent and Child (20%) and the other 20%*which I forgot what*… Well, fingers crossed… The recycled materials that we're bringing tomorrow...

These are photos taken when Baby Kyle was a few days shy of 7 months. He only knows how to crawl backwards during this time. His favorite would be to crawl and crawl until his whole body is under the sofa. There was one time where my mom couldn't find him as he was already way under the sofa... enjoy the photos like I did :-) they're a bit blur as taken using my camera phone Half of his body is already under the sofa... Mind Kyran's head... Kyran is just being his bzbee... Tinggal the head lagi... Hunky 'saving'...

I had lunch with hunky, Mee Siam, in one of the stalls at Food Court Wisma Merdeka... That was about 2 hours ago *give and take* and now I'm hungry again... It's not really hunger but feels like I wanna have something to bite on... better not 'layan' this desire to eat yg 'melampau'... Just wanna put Up my children's shots, taken yesterday... This is a picture of Toothless aka Kyran and Terrible Terrors aka Kyle... Kyran is in his 'How to Train your Dragon' phase... all of us has dragon nick: Mine is Monstrous Nightmares while Hunky's is Hideous Zipplebacks... Baby Kyle at 9 months...

Me n myself, we got issues… Yup that’s what hunky said to me when I told him what ‘nothing’ is all about last Thursday morning. He said I should sing that song. HaHa… It was one of those days when you felt you’re at the lowest end of your life. Your self-esteem took a blow and it’s battered… I’m a mother of 2… everything sags with gravity… at the age of early 30s, porcelain skin showing signs of aging… the blue vein seemed most striking and prominent… what a woman to do??? Altho’ he said that I’m beautiful inside out, it still doesn’t soothe my fragile heart… Me and myself we got issues, I see myself and I say I hate you Damn I wish I could cut the extra tissues Can’t decide when I should start anew… Me and myself got issues, issues, issues (The Saturdays, lyric edited by urstrully)

Let the past be an experience The present be an experiment And the future an expectation It’s another day of doodling… I had a wonderful ‘Me’ time last Thursday. Had my facial which the beautician said I now have a sagging face *oh man*… punyalah sedih hati ini when she told me that… did ear-candling and she showed me all these ear waxes and commented, “you tidak kasi bersih telinga kah?” aduih punyalah sedikit memalukan!!! After that facial session went to trim my hair and had my manicure and pedicure. Loving every bit of my Me-time… Will have this again somewhere 4th quarter… Yesterday was a couple day off: yep it’s a ‘us’ time with hunky… went to have lunch at our favorite restaurant: NewYork2… and caught a movie at 1230pm: Clash of the Titans… need to do more ‘us’ time soon… That’s the only doodles that I can tap on the keyboard… p/s: title of the post has nothing to do with the post itself... no corelation what-so-ever... it sounded nice ;-P

My leave application has been approved: yeah… I have my long awaited ME-time tomorrow. I’ve longed for a facial and a thorough session of mani/pedi… that’s the reason why I’m here doodling my thoughts in the virtual web as my mind is already on tomorrow. There are thousands of stuff happened since my last entry: when was it again? Yeah about almost a month ago… tomorrow April of 2010 comes knocking. Life has been really good to me. I’ve been a busy wife, mom and employee… I wished I could jot down everything that had happened for me to look back, reminisce and maybe laugh about the experience and the lesson learnt but I’m just plain lazy now… I’ll let you know one thing: I’ve come to my own conclusion that I actually don’t give a rat-ass about what people outside the circle of my life think about me… gossips and hearsays are often hurtful but why want to bother? I should have followed my gut instinct and just don’t bother because the more I explained, things worsen *I felt* so it’s muc...

This is so sad but March is here already. Two months just passed me by without a blink in the eye. I had a terrible Fever last Thursday nite and it went on till Saturday. I had a case of tonsillitis, it was a chore for me to swallow but fortunately the swelling came down on Sunday. I still have this chesty cough though. It irkes me so... Tomorrow I'm off to Penang and will be staying the nite in City Bayview Hotel located somewhere in GeorgeTown. It's a pity though as I'm not grabing this opportunity to stay longer and just enjoy the food and the sight there. No gang to accompany me that's why. Shoots... but still I do have a two hour window frame to do as I please on Friday. I'll think of something and use the limited hours as best as I can...