My leave application has been approved: yeah… I have my long awaited ME-time tomorrow. I’ve longed for a facial and a thorough session of mani/pedi… that’s the reason why I’m here doodling my thoughts in the virtual web as my mind is already on tomorrow.
There are thousands of stuff happened since my last entry: when was it again? Yeah about almost a month ago… tomorrow April of 2010 comes knocking. Life has been really good to me. I’ve been a busy wife, mom and employee… I wished I could jot down everything that had happened for me to look back, reminisce and maybe laugh about the experience and the lesson learnt but I’m just plain lazy now…
I’ll let you know one thing: I’ve come to my own conclusion that I actually don’t give a rat-ass about what people outside the circle of my life think about me… gossips and hearsays are often hurtful but why want to bother? I should have followed my gut instinct and just don’t bother because the more I explained, things worsen *I felt* so it’s much better to let it be. I know he means well when he advise me to confront her and explain but like I’ve told him before I don’t care what others think about me: seriously… because I know I’m not in the wrong and I know I only want what is best for my team. If she doesn’t feel that way then what can I do? It is her choice and she chose that way. I shouldn’t have taken his advice… hmmm…
On another happier note: my Kyle is learning to crawl *at last*… he managed to crawl like a few centimeters not by using his knee but using his arms to pull himself forward. Cutie petuty betul…
My Kyran is still in his inquisitive mode: asking why this and why that… like the other day he asked: mom, how the world built? So I told him that God created the world. Then his next question was: how was I built? And I explained that mom and dad created him and he came out from my tummy. Then his next question was how was dad built? So I told him that his dada and nana created his dad. Just as my last sentence of my answer came out, he ran to his dad and said:
K: Dad, dada is your dad?
H: yes, Dada is daddy’s dad.
K: So nana is your mummy?
H: ya…
So proud of my boys…
There are thousands of stuff happened since my last entry: when was it again? Yeah about almost a month ago… tomorrow April of 2010 comes knocking. Life has been really good to me. I’ve been a busy wife, mom and employee… I wished I could jot down everything that had happened for me to look back, reminisce and maybe laugh about the experience and the lesson learnt but I’m just plain lazy now…
I’ll let you know one thing: I’ve come to my own conclusion that I actually don’t give a rat-ass about what people outside the circle of my life think about me… gossips and hearsays are often hurtful but why want to bother? I should have followed my gut instinct and just don’t bother because the more I explained, things worsen *I felt* so it’s much better to let it be. I know he means well when he advise me to confront her and explain but like I’ve told him before I don’t care what others think about me: seriously… because I know I’m not in the wrong and I know I only want what is best for my team. If she doesn’t feel that way then what can I do? It is her choice and she chose that way. I shouldn’t have taken his advice… hmmm…
On another happier note: my Kyle is learning to crawl *at last*… he managed to crawl like a few centimeters not by using his knee but using his arms to pull himself forward. Cutie petuty betul…
My Kyran is still in his inquisitive mode: asking why this and why that… like the other day he asked: mom, how the world built? So I told him that God created the world. Then his next question was: how was I built? And I explained that mom and dad created him and he came out from my tummy. Then his next question was how was dad built? So I told him that his dada and nana created his dad. Just as my last sentence of my answer came out, he ran to his dad and said:
K: Dad, dada is your dad?
H: yes, Dada is daddy’s dad.
K: So nana is your mummy?
H: ya…
So proud of my boys…
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Enjoy your 'me' time Fran!
by the way, greetings from Ipoh.. Happy blessed Easter to u..
Thanx for dropping by Reanaclaire and Blessed Easter to u too...