Me n Myself we got issues...

Me n myself, we got issues…

Yup that’s what hunky said to me when I told him what ‘nothing’ is all about last Thursday morning. He said I should sing that song. HaHa… It was one of those days when you felt you’re at the lowest end of your life. Your self-esteem took a blow and it’s battered…

I’m a mother of 2… everything sags with gravity… at the age of early 30s, porcelain skin showing signs of aging… the blue vein seemed most striking and prominent… what a woman to do??? Altho’ he said that I’m beautiful inside out, it still doesn’t soothe my fragile heart…

Me and myself we got issues,
I see myself and I say I hate you
Damn I wish I could cut the extra tissues
Can’t decide when I should start anew…
Me and myself got issues, issues, issues

(The Saturdays, lyric edited by urstrully)

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My leave application has been approved: yeah… I have my long awaited ME-time tomorrow. I’ve longed for a facial and a thorough session of mani/pedi… that’s the reason why I’m here doodling my thoughts in the virtual web as my mind is already on tomorrow. There are thousands of stuff happened since my last entry: when was it again? Yeah about almost a month ago… tomorrow April of 2010 comes knocking. Life has been really good to me. I’ve been a busy wife, mom and employee… I wished I could jot down everything that had happened for me to look back, reminisce and maybe laugh about the experience and the lesson learnt but I’m just plain lazy now… I’ll let you know one thing: I’ve come to my own conclusion that I actually don’t give a rat-ass about what people outside the circle of my life think about me… gossips and hearsays are often hurtful but why want to bother? I should have followed my gut instinct and just don’t bother because the more I explained, things worsen *I felt* so it’s muc...

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