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sO SAD

Dear Precious,

I know I don't have to say anything. Words will never be able to describe how you feel right now. I'm also devastated... I know you're hurting... I know that you feel the world is againts you. I know you feel that it is not fair... Isn't it IRONIC? I know you feel like banging or hurling yourself... I know...
They say time heals all wounds and it does... over a long stretch of many months, it does... sadly to say that the scar will still be there and at times, at odd moments the scar reminds you of the heartaches of things that are not meant to be... and you will feel the hurt again... it won't hurt as much as it hurts now but it still hurts... I am the proof of that... The tears will never cease to trickled down...
As I told you before, we will never know the whys but we must believe and have faith that it is for the best and God knows best. You have to give it to the Lord or you will not be able to heal. Trust Me... I know...
I am always here... I can't console you as much as you needed to be consoled but please be known that I have a shoulder that you can drenched with gallons of tears...

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