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kUch kuCh hOta hAi

Kuch Kuch Hota Hai, “something happens in the heart” said Rahul to Anjali, something did happen to my heart and in result a new blog is born… I’m not sure how this blog will mature but I hope it will progress without me having regrets of what I have posted…

Something always happen to my heart… resulted from quirky remark from Sultan, enlightenment from longlegs, small little sweet things uttered from Hunky’s lips, innocent remarks from Pagago and others… I have always stood on the principle that I will not regret on whatever actions or choices that I have made but it seems as I grow older I have to come to terms that I have made a lot of wrong choices and during this epiphany, I have to bow down to fate. Banging my head on the wall will not make things alright as “Nasi sudah menjadi bubur” or in English “There’s no crying over spilt milk” or something like that… I can’t remember… at this second of my life I can number a few choices that I made which I must say I regretted choosing… and as I mentioned before I can’t do anything about it… Learning from these hard lessons of life is so saddening to me… some decisions has hurt me (not literally of ‘coz) because it caused by someone who is close to my heart…

Something happened between me and Rian. I hated him before… yeah literally… I couldn’t stand him at all but as we approached our 5th year into our ‘friendship’, something has changed. He has become much more open with himself and probably that’s the reason why our friendship has evolved into something more solid. When he broke up with his partner, I was sad for him too when before I will not have give a damn. I hope he will forget Erica and move on.

My friendship between me and longlegs are unique. I believe that friends bonded because they have common interest: food, shopping, looks of life etc but longlegs and I are totally different. We come from two different world but I think what makes us such BFF is that we care about what happens to each other. She has enlightened me with wacko happenings in her world: sometimes I do want to experience her world and I tried once but it ended with disastrous result. We’re like night and day: Angel and Devil: Ying and Yang… I will not trade her friendship with the riches of the world and I hope she feels the same way.

Something happened… Along and I are friends. We confide with each other on personal things that I normally would not confide with friends. I don’t say that we have a strong bond because we don’t but something happened that has changed the degree of our friendship. I don’t treasure this friendship as much as I treasured longlegs’ but I think if Along or myself give each other a chance then it might grow into something more… Time will tell…

Comments

moi, what happened to your other postings? turning a new leaf?
carolchs said…
ya lah...when u said new blog, i wonder how come the url still the same. rupa2nya all the other contents are now gone?
msLabadin said…
like I posted: kuch kuch hota hai... something happens that it's so hard for me to elaborate:)... all previous post all deleeeto... if url pun saya tukar nanti susah pula my readers (if ada) mo cari saya kan... hehehe...

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