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That's my moing!!! My grandmother on the maternal side. Initially I wanted to upload picture of paddy field but I don't have my own personal snap so instead I decided on my moing's very kadazan look photo. Hehehe... What do you think? She has that Kadazan look kan? So wishing everybody 'Happy Harvest Festival'. I don't exactly celebrate Harvest Festival because we don't have paddy field and our rice all bought from supermarket. I have to say that I do had my experience in the paddy field though. Sort of helping my mum plant the 'anak' paddy then sort of help my mum to cut using the sickle and smashing the paddy stalks in a 'thingy'... those were the days. I was a child then, still in my primary days. I'm looking forward to the holidays. Tomorrow will be our lunch, moginum, scrabble gathering activity. Thanks to my niece who initiated the gathering. Looking forward to see my sisters especially my eldest as I haven't seen her since 2 mo...

It’s Friday! Should I say TGIF??? Nahhh… I had a very difficult time trying to get myself off from the bed this morning. It has been like this for the past few days… I just need that extra minutes of shut eyesJ so hunky was the one who did the boiling of water etc. Thanks Hunky!!! muahMuahMuah… Blessed is almost 24 hrs active. I can feel him wriggle almost every hour and sometimes it does get uncomfortable. It’s true that the second pregnancy onwards usually one can feel baby’s movement more acutely because I can’t remember whether Kyran was active as Blessed when he was in me. I vaguely remember that whenever I hugged Hunky then we can feel him thumping as if telling both of us to give him spaceJ . Kyran is still like that until now: whenever he saw us hugging, there he will be between us as well… Kyran is adamant that he will be getting a baby girl so he could name her “Gwen”. We told him so many times that it’s a boy but no he still insist that his baby brother is a girl and will na...

I’m extremely exhausted. My head is in the rocks with jumbled stuffs that I have completed. Seriously I cannot do this alone but then who am I to blame when both my boys are gone. Who else can I depend on to ensure that everything is going as smooth as it can be… I have tried my best for the past two days without my two boys and thankfully I’m still sane although I do feel like a headless chicken with so many things to do on my hands. It’s the same now but I feel that I need a breather or I’ll go caput… sometimes I don’t know where I get all these energy to keep on rolling but I amazed myself with the things that I have accomplished in a day. Thank Him Much! I’m happy that we’ll be welcoming a new member to our unit then I can relax a bit. My only concern is will she be better or at least as good as me… I hoped she will be better. Please let her be better or I’ll go berserk. BotakChi mentioned to me that he does sometimes misses Sultan which unintentionally made me guffaw. I mean I do...

Son: I don't like girls but I like to kiss girls. Hunky: Who did you kiss? Dina? *Son shook head* Hunky named almost all the girls in his class but son still shook his head. Me: So who have you kissed? Son: *pointing at me* Mummy... Goodness so sweet...

Gosh has it been more than a month??? It has really been a looonggg silent mode. I’m coming to my 34th week and Blessed is really active. I’m so happy and am so excited to welcome the new bundle of our joy. I have a few extra minutes on my hand so decided to post a bit of happenings. I’ve been literally busy as our unit lost its members due to the re-structuring that was done last April. There are only three of us left: booohooo… I’ve been busy calling and e-mailing HR to expedite the addition of new members asap as we couldn’t smoothly manage our day to day activities. I’m keeping my fingers crossed that all the vacant positions are filled before I go on my maternity leave. I’m officially waddling now and really feel like a big and not sexy penguin… My big boss is not happy with the current achievement of our line of business (LOB). I’m also in the dumps in thinking how to increase the PNL. Seeing –ve variance is not a good thing. I know it’s not my KPI but the thing is the ‘tempias2’...

The Climb *Miley Cyrus* I can almost see it. That dream I'm dreamin But there's a voice inside my head saying "you'll never reach it". Every step I'm taking. Every move I make feels Lost with 'known direction. My faith is shakin. But I gotta keep tryin. Gotta keep my head held high. There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be an uphill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose. Ain't about how fast I get there. Ain't about what's waitin on the other side. It's the climb. The struggles I'm facing. The chances I'm taking. Sometimes might knock me down but No I'm not breaking. I may not know it but these are the moments that I'm gonna remember most, yeah. I Just gotta keep going. And I gotta be strong. Just keep pushing on,'cause, There's always gonna be another mountain. I'm always gonna wanna make it move. Always gonna be an uphill battle But Sometimes I...

Hunky gave my blog url to one of his friends because she wanted to see photos of son and you know what he cautioned his friend:- Don’t be surprise on the contents of my wife’s blog. She likes to take pictures of us, her families and post them online… So I wondered to myself… yeah why do I like to post my thoughts, my families’ photos etc? If I want to remember all my treasured and cherished memories, I can always put them in MSWord and I don’t have to post them online. I thought long and hard… am I an exhibitionist??? Well, I’m not really… it’s just that things that I love and cherished most are the things that made me happy and believe that happiness needed to be shared to the whole world just like the song “Top Of The World”… You just wanna sing and shout… *now I can literally understand why the Hindi films have loads of music +singing +dancing scenes*. I love to read other bloggers’ blogs too because some made me happy, some teaches me life’s lessons, some gave me odd emotions, som...